Yeah…at last I have my holiday. But 59 days more. So sad…my only ‘A’ maybe fly away d…I’m so proud of my makroekonomi…but why….my mikro….so so so disappointed…haiz…anyway…thank God this is the 1st time I have peace during exam. This is what my sis say…seek ye 1st the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all this thing shall be added unto you.
2 days ago went to watch “Tsunami” with classmate…Wow…it’s great! Worth it man…nice movie. I shall say this was my 1st time to watch Korean movie…I love to watch movie but till now only 3 shows that was so impressive and so fresh in my mind : “Poseidon” ,”Enchanted” and “Tsunami”. Even most of us are quite disappointed couldn’t go sing K…but we not regret cause nice…after 2week of burden…it’s time for us to release…wat to release le…not stress but TEARS…haha…5 out of 6 girls so touch and cry…haha….1 out of 6 guys cry…see this is wat so different between girls and guy….wakaka….guess wat? That 感性guy竟然is our class top student (cf)….hihi…never know he was so 感性. I love guy who 真情流露…想哭的时候就哭…哈哈…
Tips…girls get touch easily…so guy if you want to be a “gentleman” bring your girlfriend to watch this show…then you can show your care by giving her tissue or even lending her your shoulder…wakaka…I shall say this show is gan jiong, meaningful and touching…10 minute to save your love one….It remind me of how Jesus love us and die for us…I love “Tsunami” haha…
After watch go Shi Yong church…meet my loving fren Grace Sim…hey congratz la…chosen to be president…God wants to use you to bless all the youth…I know you can do it with the strength of God…I ll pray for you…There is a msg share quite impressive but I am vry 乱…In bible old testament say this当你献祭时，若想到曾经伤害你的人或是不喜欢的人,就应该立刻放下祭物，回头去找他，和他和好，再回去献祭。我在想：我也希望我可以和他们继续做朋友，但是我必须要牺牲，忍受别人对我的闲言闲语，那种难听的话…我很想自私一点，保护自己，至少不会因为我尝试和他们和好而换来别人对我的质疑…不是我不想，而是我不能。有很多时候为了避开闲言闲语，自己却必须好像缩头乌龟一样，有他们的地方就没有我。这样我就不可能被视为什么第三者之类的东西…因为这件事我真得很乱很烦。也因为这样，我的中六生涯过的不是很快乐也很不自由…如果要效法耶稣的爱，和他们和好…是不是意味着我必须承受他人对我一样的想法…我不懂？
Oya…No more calling me “Ama” haha….cause I look too young to be called like this. Last Saturday kena tahan by Polis…that polis don’t believe I can drive…I normally put license in my bag at back seat….so have to trouble to go down and get from back seat….the stupid polis don’t believe thinking I fool him…still ask me want go where…Bro say “balik rumah” den ask again…”dari mana”…balik dari church…only he keep quiet…that time edi 11++pm (back from MIF)…
Pengajaran: cannot go back too late…don’t fetch my bro if too late….haha….jkjk de la…cause they say polis tahan me not cz I too young is because they thing I am 外劳，summore 设计拐带未成年小男孩...
Congratz Mr Khoo Bu Hing and Wajah, Joyce and Wen Qing too…May God Bless you all sweet sweet forever….hihi…may the love of God be with you all..
I have been so foolish for being so passionate about celebrating friends birthday. Or shall I say I am busy body and stupid for volunteer myself to buy the present. And ya…these are the discouragement I met. No doubt our class is good in studying, always pia here and there. Thank God for place me in this class to have the best study environment I ever had for me. But to be honest I doesn’t like it. I am pressurize in this class and I’m now in fully disappointment. I rather choose combination of subject that I don’t like than in this class…cause I love a place that I am comfortable with and 6A5 aren’t!!!. Shall I be optimistic that God want me to see the reality of the world and learn to face all kind of people in my life with LOVE??
Ya…RM92.00 for a lesson. Worth it?? I couldn’t understand why our classmates were so uncooperative. If you all can’t pay or no hearts to share a present, we did ask around, why don’t tell earlier? Why promise to share? Give in your mouth to eat the cake but doesn’t want to pay. What is this??!! I appreciate Peng Han, at least he voice out that he don’t want to share before hand. Nevermind, I also lazy and discourage to collect the money already. On that celebration that day itself, call someoneto take the card to get signature also so hard, sing birthday song also no mood like that…even the cake…everybody waiting for the cake and not serving. Do you know how sad is it when I saw the birthday’s girl was the one serving the friends. What AGAIN??? Why you guys are so supportive in studying but no in other area? Yes, maybe Miss Lim is true. Her birthday will be the last celebration. Not because we need to prepare for our exam is not for me to give any ideas or plan celebration for 6A5. CH, you want plan, you plan la…and I wish you all the best. Jwei, no more outing or class trip from me. If yes just small gathering among ourself, small group. Sorry for don’t want to help up in毕业旅行nxt year. No mood & no meaning planning for 6A5.
I hate my form6 life, too many things happen, too many ups and down.一波退去一波又起. I know God wants me to learn something throughout this life, but it’s so hard.
说了那么多怨言，I think I shall say few word of appreciation to balance up.
1.Thank God for the circumstances You gave to make me more mature, ups and down in my life to give me a different life from other.
2.Thank 6A5 for a good study environment, especially teachers that dedicated and caring. Of course few friends that were quite supportive in my life – Shi Yong, Hui Sin, Hui Shien
3.I shall be grateful I am 1 out of 4 classmates that classmate sang birthday song for me.
4.Thank Carol and Sallyn we choose the present together, HShien, Piawai Unggul and Boon Tiong find candle so hard for me, Poh Ching & Siao Yin serve the cake for friends. HSin & Piawai Unggul try so hard to collect money for me.
(erm…if really cant no need d…I ll take this as a lesson…Thanks a lot)
5.Thank Yoke Jin & HSin to find “lover” for me (大姐：我的情人上报咧！8月22日星洲副刊…haha)
6.Thank YS & CF & the rumours make me more mature & let me know that to be strong to face the rumour & teach me not to believe in rumours cause it hurts.虽然输了两个好朋友，却赢得更多知心的朋友，更多的人生启示，更多的坚强。
从来没有谢谢过你们….谢谢.
不想作出太多解释，只要求你们相信我并不是像众人所传，是第三者，也没意思去破坏。
原谅你们，因为想放过自己让自己快乐一些。愿神祝福你们。
Today, good day. Three of my lovely friend birthday.
Happy Blessed Birthday
Shi Yong, Angel AnQi and 静姿。May God Bless You in everything.
Joy, Peace, Wisdom and Strength be with you. Amen.
I'm simply a girl who love child especially those special kids and those less fortunate. I always hope that my life could have a great impact to their lives.
