Monday, March 30, 2009

I hate the feeling...it's so so so bad

波阿斯对路得说出温暖的话,展现出关怀的行动后,要求仆人善待路得

If you are Esther (路得), what will you react if a guy treat you extraordinary good?

对于波阿斯不断的帮助,此时的路得不是默默承受,或万心感激就数算,她马上回应说,我虽不及你的一个使女,你还用慈爱的话安慰我的心

爱是一种回应,沟通式或行动上的回应。波阿斯并不是爱在心里口难开,而是在路得面前把路得的特质,用赞美的言词表达出来,并行动上暗中不断的帮助路得。

Hey guy, 你爱她?学习波阿斯吧!

Hey girls, 请注意,在被关心疼爱后,路得并不是说谢谢而已,而是我既然是外邦人,怎么蒙你的恩,这样体恤我Tips这种沟通回应才能鼓励你的波阿斯继续对你更好一点。

爱的回应会让爱交互成长,爱的回应会让爱的基础日益稳固。

这是写给你们也是写给我自己的提醒。在这里也要谢谢那些曾经对我好,关心过我的人。尤其是真正付出过真心的他pk。他不会看见这blog,不过真的谢谢你给过我的;让我成长很多。虽然说感情是不能用金钱来衡量,但我还是把你给过我的东西都换了给你,由于球已经送给了人,用钱来代替。或许看到这篇文章的你们会觉得我很残忍,毕竟那些东西是不能用任何东西来代替的,可是不希望因为收下他给过的东西后让自己受伤,被别人说我不领情,贪小便宜或是欠他人情这一切一切都让我很受伤,所以我必须。

最近又听到另一版本的我,说我时他们之间的第三者虽然澄清并不能洗刷我在你们心中对我的印象你们选择相信谣言却不相信事实第三者?如果我知道他陪伴我那段时间已经和她在一起的话,我就不会让他为我付出问题是我根本都不知道我问过他很多次,他是否认真他也不曾告诉我他喜欢她直到我弟弟告诉我他看见他们在一起,问我他是否对我真心对我,我才真正知道他们两个走在一起那时我和他的距离也越来越远他也没什么机会关心我了这样叫第三者?这样叫破坏他们吗?

朋友,再坚强的人,经过一次又一次的谣言,你们要我怎样再去坚强??pk & CF,我想要得只是一个peacefulform6 life, 为什么你们要让人跌到如此的伤你么才甘愿呢?有个朋友建议我像他们一样找个男朋友,至少别人对我和他的误会就会减除但这方法真的有用吗?难道感情这种东西那么随便就算我找到一个男朋友他岂不是成为代罪羔羊了吗?这样对他公平吗?

我做过最让自己后悔的事就是把两个人带入教会又在把他们带出教会一个是加信的朋友,因为一次的拒绝,他从此就不再来教会更后悔的是他不可能再有机会认识神,因为一年前的他不幸在车祸离开了到现在我还没办法原谅我自己,真得很后悔另一个就是他pk我很后悔很怕同样的事情又在发生,我就是一个大罪人

我只希望神别再让人来爱我(我指的不是友情而是爱情),我害怕那些不认真的男生,更害怕伤害别人,最害怕自己受伤,最最害怕又在犯罪

下星期爸妈去中国大姐又不在了家里上上下下一切的责任都有我来处理责任重大…haiz…既然学校给不到我一个很好地peaceful life,我真得很像辍学当妈妈去了...至少我弟弟他们会珍惜我为他们所付出的

求神赐给我智慧,在面对各样事情上教导我该怎么去做,才不会伤害到别人,也不会伤到自己。我不拒绝神将苦难放在我生活上像这次的经历,只求神赐给我坚强去面对各样的挑战和挫折!Amen

Friday, March 27, 2009


今天和雍维见面…原因是要把他寄放在我家的圣经还给他…好可怜哦!因为妈反对他读圣经,去教会所以不给他生活费…除非他让妈没收圣经…才有生活费!但他妈却没想到他竟然又4本圣经…哈哈…我们这些有圣经的人却不珍惜不读…像他酱…读一下就没有生活费拿…真的感谢神我妈不是这样…雍维,你要加油…不放弃咯! 看到你的坚持让我很感动!!!

我相约人去这4个活动:

128 Mac 2009 (Saturday)-1小时,救地球一小时运动!

Pls switch off the light…aiyo…if possible just switch off all the electrical appliances not only light…and of course not only one hour but more ya..

24 April 2009 (Saturday) – Educational Fair

Still decide to go Mid Valley or PWTC one..

Mid Valley is the one I wish to go as it is a accounting fair whereby can know about the pathway to take account. To know whether which sijil recognize by MQA

PWTC is the normal educational fair, which not so useful, cause normally most of the stall will be the college…But I’m sure college is not my parent’s choice…hihi

310 April 2009 (Friday) – Good Friday’s celebration

Organize by High School Christian Union

Venue : Form 6 block 3rd floor, the class beside 6A1

Time : 1pm-2pm

418 April 2009 (Saturday) -让爱飞翔

It’s a drama at Klang Parade HICT, 5th Floor.

Session 1: 3pm-5pm

Session 2: 7pm-9pm


Maybe u guy are worry whether Non-Christian can come to the 3rd and 4th event…yaya…u guys are most welcome…The event are meant for you guys…Hope to see you all

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

洗衣...感触多多...

最近天气很不好咧!!!很多人都生病啦…我也是….要好好照顾身体哦

妈也病了…没人洗衣…家没洗衣机…没办法…就我洗…才发现洗衣真辛苦!!!

我才洗4件,手就要断了真佩服妈咪是怎么办到洗我们一家五口的衣服妈咪你真得太棒了!!

我发现男女真的大不同洗我两个弟弟的衣服还真的是要了我的命!!!够臭够脏L

他们的新衣都不比我穿我姐姐穿了5年的衣服干净糟糕吧!!!

洗衣感触多多 :p 虽然很感激妈那么辛苦劳累的为我们一家奔波劳碌但要付出那么多也是没办法的虽然妈都是这么说没关系但有谁可以不做家务,却volunteer自己去做呢?我想如果妈有选择的权力她应该不会为了我们这么奔波吧!

洗衣让我看到撑起一个家的付出的代价和责任很多人双双对对让我觉得很甜蜜也想拥有haha但是谈恋爱和结婚就是两回事了不怪的结婚后很多情侣就不再幸福了因为多了很多零零碎碎的责任像是洗衣

或许一个人也很不错多了更多的自由和空间洗衣让我找回了以前的我

一个向往自由和快乐的我感谢身让我再次找回以前的我

很特别吧!没想到神是透过这种方法让我学习放下,让我找回我自己

Hey...Sweet gathering



The Seniors

Less me...perfect ten...

The juniors...pendatang haram...jia yee...fridayzzzz...:p
I'm here now...but sook taking camera

Best friends...

They are the coldest pairs...sze teng...sing ma...TT

Yin Qiu...?? Why are u so "high"

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Hey…Thursday and Friday Librarian Rocks!!! So nice can see all of you…Khai Jian…You really sing so well…I’m so touch by you…Go to be singer…I will support you…I will update the photo when I receive…All the best to juniors in your decision for your future undertaking.

Rumors won’t stop in high school….I thought form six is a safe place…where teacher will protect us…maybe this is what my sister told me…even I don’t like form 6…I try to love it…cause my sister say it’s good…but there are many many many thing make me really give up form 6

1st Stress ( Parent, Teacher, Sister, Friends)

2nd I loss my best friend that support me so much in lower 6, QiuHong…

3rd Him…Because of him…and the rumours…

4th Her…A best friend that I don’t know how to face…

5th Previous senior result…for seniors taking math and acc combination are not getting good result…I have no faith…and no momentum to work harder… What if work so hard but still get bad result…

6th My result for now….

7th Nightmare if I continue study in form 6…I juz dream of Pn Tan asking me why I get my result badly for the previous monthly test…Her disappointed look in my dream…haiz…I juz said I try my best…and maybe that’s the limitation for me…I hope that’s not the limitation…can I overcome…??

There are too many too many reasons I want to quit… Should I continue…? I don’t know I have enough determination to move on or not…I’m tired….totally tired

Pls…stop it…I am trying so hard to be strong now…don’t spread the rumors PLS…It’s hurt

I just want a peaceful life in form 6…that why I didn’t join any activities…didn’t go for recess….but yet….Why…you all want to make HIGH SCHOOL a night mare for me…

I don’t want a sweet memory here…I just want to have a peaceful place to study…

JUST studyPLS>>> STOP IT!!!!