Hey…Thursday and Friday Librarian Rocks!!! So nice can see all of you…Khai Jian…You really sing so well…I’m so touch by you…Go to be singer…I will support you…I will update the photo when I receive…All the best to juniors in your decision for your future undertaking.

Rumors won’t stop in high school….I thought form six is a safe place…where teacher will protect us…maybe this is what my sister told me…even I don’t like form 6…I try to love it…cause my sister say it’s good…but there are many many many thing make me really give up form 6…

1^st Stress ( Parent, Teacher, Sister, Friends)

2^nd I loss my best friend that support me so much in lower 6, QiuHong…

3^rd Him…Because of him…and the rumours…

4^th Her…A best friend that I don’t know how to face…

5^th Previous senior result…for seniors taking math and acc combination are not getting good result…I have no faith…and no momentum to work harder… What if work so hard but still get bad result…

6^th My result for now….

7^th Nightmare if I continue study in form 6…I juz dream of Pn Tan asking me why I get my result badly for the previous monthly test…Her disappointed look in my dream…haiz…I juz said I try my best…and maybe that’s the limitation for me…I hope that’s not the limitation…can I overcome…??

There are too many too many reasons I want to quit… Should I continue…? I don’t know I have enough determination to move on or not…I’m tired….totally tired…

Pls…stop it…I am trying so hard to be strong now…don’t spread the rumors PLS…It’s hurt…

I just want a peaceful life in form 6…that why I didn’t join any activities…didn’t go for recess….but yet….Why…you all want to make HIGH SCHOOL a night mare for me…

I don’t want a sweet memory here…I just want to have a peaceful place to study…

JUST study…PLS>>> STOP IT!!!!

Happy Holiday

Happy Holidays everyone. Busy holiday…anyone want invite me out for some relaxation…?

My holidays schedule :

Tuesday : Account tuition -morning

Wednesday : Account tuition -morning

Thursday : Go back to school to get apologize from Miss Lim…haha-morning

Friday : Bkt Tinggi Butterfly Park （水国演义） -morning

This holidays need to revision and do lots lots lots of home work….

Juniors…are u sure u wanna study form six….?

Think properly before you make decision…haha…but no doubt form six is a very good learning ground…

Hope to u all suffer with me la…hehe…berat same dipikul, ringan sama dijinjing…

Ok…juz wanna let u guys know…my class had made Miss Lim angry…she said she will me even lazy to teach us because we are lazy…so she refuse to gave us class tambahan…and so cold to us…and say she wont be finish the syllabus cause we like that…I feel so bad la…so that’s why we are back to school on Thursday to apologize to her…hope she forgive us…

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请评评理吧！救救无辜的人....

那些跟我space跟很久的人…可以帮帮我…还我清白吗？请问我的space哪一句说过我喜欢他？哪一句说到我有男朋友？哪一句让你们误会？可以告诉我吗？那下次我不写…不然本来是写写自己的心声，抒发一下内心地感受…却反过来成为自己的伤害…谣言满天飞时…最需要的是他能勇于站出来解释…就算不解释也就算了…可是为什么要转过来怪我？他说别人之所以会传我勾引他，因为我在space乱乱写…所以让人误会…可是为什么我看来看去就是看不出哪里有问题…我破坏他和她…哪一句又有这样写让你们误会呢？请纠正我！我破坏他们…为什么我要这样做？对我又有什么益处…?

谣言的事其实困扰了我很久…也浪费了我不少的眼泪…让平时坚强的我变得如此软弱…但神让我看见了很多…发生在我身上的只不过是很小的事…或许是尊严的问题…所以我在意别人对我的眼光…害怕谣言那么一传…就失去了见证….但是…再看看发生在黄洁冰，张柏芝，阿Sa身上的事…我的事不过是小问题…这或许是个小小的考验助我成长…

我曾经这样问过神…为什么要让他喜欢我…害我变得如此脆弱…我宁愿像Dickson所说…“Ama是没人要的啦！”我也有自知之明…知道自己不比别人漂亮，温柔…也不希望会有人来追我…我更不可能去勾引别人…再怎么说我没那时间，也没那条件…我也曾经问神，为什么别人怪的是我而不是他？很多时候都是会怪对方对感情不认真，一脚踏两船等…可是事情发生在我身上却是我去勾引他那么难听的话！对不曾真正喜欢他的我很不公平…神放这些事有他的旨意…我顺服他透过这事是我跌倒…也相信他必陪我走过…我知道生命多了这些考验才会获得更精彩…感谢神他把很多天使放在我身边鼓励我…Pn Nita, Xiao Yun老师，心媚，秋宏，诗咏，Fheng Ee, Wee Kent, Yan Cheng…还有很多很多…真得很谢谢你们…我会为关心我的人坚强的面对…

其实我真得很不想读form 6…认识我的人都很清楚这点….只不过没想到这个时候会遇到那么多挫折…面对的压力是从来都没试过的…感情的东西是我不想去动的…high school服侍又遇到一些问题… 我是着去放弃这些生活上的“精彩”…但我知道不可以…我只想在中六有美好的回忆…但是…

但我唯一可以肯定一件事…在中六这段时间…我真的与神的关系被建立起来…这就是我永恒的投资…也是在众多问题中，才有像今天的亲密…我不再像从前害怕孤单…一个人也觉得很幸福…因为那时我和他的时间…神给了我最深刻的话：

”Have faith in Him but not confident in man”

Faith 和confident只是一线之差…可是却在我生命中起了很大的变化…

相信自己或别人…真的力量太微不足道了…因为人是会改变的，但对神的信心却不一样…他给过得应许…那一个是不能成立的呢？

我告诉神我不想这种事情再发生在我身上…虽然被疼爱的感觉每个人都需要…但我有他的爱…真的足够了…虽然不得与神他什么条件…但我还是这么祷告…若是没预备像刘敬虔牧师一样的男孩，我的情人永远是耶稣….哈哈…

Amos & Pei Yee's Wedding

颜恩凯和林佩易的婚礼终于圆满结束…而伟梁尽可能在短期内宣布他的喜事…因为他抢到了佩易丢的花球…我还是第一次见证那么短的婚礼…只是紧紧的35分钟…太快了吧！

没看过穿牛仔裤娶新娘吧！不过原谅他吧! 因为曾经有人笑我结婚也不穿婚纱…either 睡衣拖鞋or T-恤,jeans and sport shoes. 还有没有见过拿着纸背稿的牧师主持婚礼吗？真的是个笑场！“牧师”穿红彤彤的…想到她，想到红包！

恩凯啊，你怎么可以不懂该把戒指戴在哪个手上呢？最后是佩易自己把戒指戴上…真可怜…

大家都做得很好，只得赢得掌声…不过正如牧师所说的，当天的一切都宣告非法活动，都不成立！！！因为“牧师”已为他们“小新人”祝福祷告。

最近情绪不好…没心情写太多，虽然是个非常精彩的活动，可是…原谅我吧！

至于今天在学校痛哭的事…我并没责怪任何人…对不起赶走了那些想关心我的人…当时我真得想一个人冷静下来…因为我时那种越多人问，我越无法坚强的人…

For those asking gold price...now still quite high...buy whn it drop until about RM100 till RM110. But it seem impossible to reach that amount...cz now kemelesetan ekonomi...so once it reach RM110 don't think too much...just buy! I don;t think it will go lesser than that.